oke So, Let me tell you that I was soooooo feel sixs and sevens 'bout this, ~_~'a

I've to face my LAST EXAM in 1 week (now: 26-11-10) AND I'M NOT READY ENOUGH YET!

Yep, and the mean of 'Back to Nature, Back to Natural Habits' is I got my lazyness back. I feel I'm too lazy to have my desk and sit on it for 1 hours. And if I get it already, I'll play on my Reca to change the music, open webpage or something else.

or

I'll just staring on my novels without touching MY TEXT BOOK!

Should I do something? I mean something like place my laptop on 'save' place. or disconnect my internet connection for several time?

BUMMMM!!!

It's will be a big explosion~ hahahahha...

And, one last info, I always wake up late formerly..

and what must I do??

And, I'm going to be a coward again, like I was seven. and it's an very embrassing thing, isn't it??? this is because I feel I get my 'natural talent' again, =='a

IT'S REALLY BACK TO NATURE, TO MY PAST HABITUAL! DX

just that, ya. I'll not write too much because of it's too night and I always need my power back tomorrorow~ :D

so, please PRAY FOR ME to get my good habits back, ok? ^^

see you latta! XD

Friday, 26th of November 2010

22.10

On my own room

This poem was dedicating for my bestest friend at junior high school 'Mamih' who is doing a LDR and she thought that she doesn't love him anymore. So what will she do? I dunno, She's trying to think the bestest way to out from it. She want to save both of her feeling and his boyfriend's feeling. But I thought the bestest wat is just 'True to yor heart and follow what you want'

Hope you get the way, Mamih! ^^

Ok, So, enjoy the poem~

Ketika hari yang terikat dibentang oleh alam

Taukah kau rasa ini mungkin pudar

Sadarkah engkau aku kehilanganmu

Kehilanganmu dalam pikiranku

Ketika kita dipisah oleh jarak

Pernahkah engkau rasa yang kurasa

Pernahkah ada frase dimana aku tenggelam

Tenggelam hanyut terbawa pikiran

Pernahkah seseorang berkata

Bahwa hati tak pernah dusta?

Pernahkah kau diraba

Oleh bagian tergelap dalam cinta?

Oh sayang aku tahu ini bukan salah kita

Akhirnya cinta jualah yang menghilangkan rasa

Haruskah aku berkata semua

Setelah yang kita lalui bersama?

Kapan kau 'kan kembali?

Kembali mengisi ruang ini lagi?

Ku tak tahu apakah kubisa menanti

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Nadia Amalia Haq

On my desk at my own room

10th of Nov. 2010

22.00 p.m